I can feel my heart beating at a fast pace
One of my legs are weighing down on the other one I can hear cars riding down the street I can hear the birds chirping I better turn to the other side because my leg is falling asleep Trying to gather my thoughts Trying to get myself together I have been working a lot lately My brain works overload My mind is moving quickly Kinda like driving a fast car Maybe a Ferrari maybe a Mustang maybe a Camaro It's always moving I can smell the morning dew Someone's been cutting grass I cant stop rubbing my eyes Inhale exhale Thinking of my plans for today There's no breeze coming in through the window I can tell it's going to be a lovely day Why haven't i gotten out of bed yet today These heavy thought weigh me down Weigh me down in the sense that i don't want to move believing that i need to continue to rest I want to get up How can i move I want to enjoy this day Im thirsty I want to get out of bed What's it gonna take for me to enjoy this day My computer is in arm's reach These papers that needs to be done is on my mind so heavy They are weighing me down like stones I don't know how to start Where is stage 3 I haven't even reached stage 1 Gathering my thoughts one by one What's important and what's not important What matters and what doesn't Slowly but surely i'm becoming myself Inhale exhale My legs arent sleep anymore I'm moving around I've been staring at the ceiling for what seems to have been hours Trying to get myself together One phone call Back to reality I feel better now I needed that I hear sirens That was once far but are getting closer and closer to my home I'm moving now Was that a sign for me to get up First the phone call Now the sirens Now i am so relaxed I can move I can think clearly I'm ready to start my day Grabs computer Starts typing…..
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